That's the noise Senior chomp chomp makes when he's dancing and he has a girlfriend named chickirita lol. Sigh the storiest me and my boyfriend make up LMAO

I moved my journal to a more permanent blog at scity.890m.com/kuriosity just in case you are missing my lovely post. Enjoy! and please comment =]

Well today my dad got into an accident, but lucky he is fine. He was walking and some truck backed into him. Right now he's at the hospital getting xrays and everything. I'm just glad he's ok

I think it's time to let go and I mean really let go, not just for today , but for good. I can't keep trying to tell myself if we're meant to be we'll be. I can't act like nothing has change when it has and I hate when it does, but I can't change anything about that. I can say I loved him and now I can set him free and he can know he doesn't have to have ties to me. I won't be that leech and hold on to something that isn't there ya know. This sounds funny seeing as I was the one to break up with him, but whatever I have feelings too lol. There is no need to make useless conversation only to never understand. HA HA i think this was harder for me than it was for him lol. So what can i say i need to give up and move on. My attempts at making things better shall end, there's no need for them now. I can only see what the future brings me and hope for someone that will really complete me.

So I just finished watching this documentary called Zeitgiest and it's about the truth about Christianity, 9/11 and the federal reserves. After I finished watching all I could think was wow... Like seriously be are being told much false information it is completely sad that no one has made a real fuss about it. But we can only blame ourselves for what the future holds for us. I just think if anyone wants some answers or just some info about the subjects you should definitely watch it. I learned so much from and I feel so... lost like I don't know what to believe our beloved country anymore. When you watch it you may have made your own opinions, but seriously after you watch I think you'll change your mind. Believe me I don't know where I stand anymore, but I know I wish I could make some kind of difference.

Well 2 of 5 finals are done and my brain feels like it is about to explode. I am running on a total of 6 hours. Yesterday me and my friends studied from midnight to 3:30 in the morning. Then we reconvened at noon and studied for another 3 hours and that was all for one test XD. Tomorrow I have my native american history final that i desperately need to study for which i will do after I take a nap. Other than that things are just peachy i guess but right now i need S.L.E.E.P!!!!!

I'm so bored, bored, bored, bored, bored.
i have no life because i'm bored.
I'm watching tv because i'm bored.
I'm talking to my ex because i'm bored.
I feel like death because I'm bored.
I'm writing her because I'm bored
and if your still wondering, I'm bored


LOL that made me laugh

You know there are some things you have to do to make sure you're not miserable in life and I have done so. Sure me and my bf broke up, but you know it's never the end of the world. I can say I learned a lot about myself from this relationship and it has kept me as open minded as ever. One day I'll find someone who really makes me happy and I am in no rush to find him, I can wait. I think it's a relief to both of us so it didn't get so bad we really started to hate each other and if he does well isn't that just peachy lol. All good things must come to an end, right? or bad which ever way you look at. But it's nice to be me again, the carefree person I am, that I love. Oh yes must study more for my final  ado for now =]

grr i had a bad day today , all was going fine until i fell right before class. And no this wasn't nice little fall, I fell and now i
have a gash in my kneww, the skin is scraped off some of my left ring finger and i have a bruise on my right palm. Ugh and
it still hurts so bad. Me being the trooper i am still went to class in pain since it happen right before i was going to class.
Stupid cobble stone >.<

YAY I am so excited I'm going home on Sunday  and going to be there until the 25th. I have been having major homesickness so this is great and for once I actually miss mommy and daddy lol. I cann get to see my new little booger and well and my other little boogers. So 2 days and 5 hours til i leave YAY. 

thats all i really wanted to say =D

now GOOD NIGHT!

To say it's the end would only be the beginning
to an endless spiral into misery and deception
Don't you think ?
Ending only leaves us with more question as
to how it began to exist and what happens after
Isn't that true?
Because there are lies that tie us all together,
but we never see the truth that lies entangled
Doesn't that sound about right?
So as we begin to unravel in this emptiness
it leaves us only wanting more
So why?

Oh  deary what have you done with you life ?
I don't know it's really a piece of shit don't you think.
Yes i can agree if i do say so myself
So do you continue on?
Because I can do better...

SO today i started the flickr 365 day challenge where you send in a self portrait everyday.It seems like it'll be a lot of fun so today begins Day 1.

Hola mi diary,

I thought I'd write in you tonight to make me sleepy so lets see what happens. Tomorrows test should not be so hard since it is just bio lab and thursdays test in ASL should be  fine too so i guess i'm really only worried about my bio lecture exam.  After thinking about it i guess it really isn't that bad and i need to get use to this soon. I think i checked every account i have online so that keeps me bored so i guess i could do my bio homework and get it out of the way now instead of procrastinating like i usually do. Yea this is going on day three of not getting enough sleep but this could also be due to the fact that i took  a nap earlier lol. well i dont feel like writing much now so im leaving. adios mi diario

hasta la vez próxima...

3 Test Next Week

• Health Science (Monday)
• Bio Lab Midterm (Wednesday)
• Bio Lecture (Friday)

But hey I'm going out on Saturday whoo hoo

My head hurts... that is all 

I'm so tired today i can't wait til this last class today is done  just 2 more hours and nappy poo time.  Then i'll go to the gym, do my hair and study for tomorrows quiz in native american history. So far today hasn't been so bad, just really hard getting up i hate mornings lol.  But yea i guess i should be getting ready for class now, Peace out.

I am beyond excited right now , i can't hold all my excitement in.
My very close friends are coming to visit me and i miss them so much.
My besty is coming for halloween and tina and a few others are coming for spring break.
OMG sooooo excited i miss my loves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!